Okay so to continue on with my string of unsuccessful meetings...here's yet another....He comes after "Mike"...We'll call this one..."Matt"
"Matt" is an aspiring fireman, taking fire science classes in college, also a star football player at said college....Now since my experience with "Mike," I figured just because there older doesn't necessarily mean they have a clue what they're doing....So "Matt" is a 19 year old, big buff studly football player. One look at this guy makes me wet....so I'm thinking INSTANT ORGASM right??? WRONNNNNG yet again...
The big stud turns into a big dud....we meet up and he wants a "Sweet" girl, one that will commit, be there forever blahhh blahhh blahhhh....I'm looking for a man to take charge of me....not for someone I can walk all over. But being the nice Kitty Kat I am what do I do? Give him a chance. We've known each other a week and I go away for four days and he's texting me...I misssss you baby blah blah blah....Woulda been so much hotter If it would have been..."How's my little slut doing? She knows she's going to get punished for leaving me without satisfation right? She knows I'm going to redden that ass of hers for it doesn't she?". Part of me kept holding out for it but NOTHING!!!
So I get back and he asks me to come over to his apartment. I go over, we watch Crank 2 (Oh yay) and he starts kissing me..NOT ONCE TAKING CONTROL....Finally he get's on top of me and for a man that is quite welllllllll endowed has no idea how to use it. I finally flip him over because I am completely unsatisfied and ride him until he explodes (which didn't take long) ... I pick up my clothes get dressed and once again leave. He asked me if i wanted to stay and cuddle....WTF??? Don't get me wrong I am a major cuddle whore....but only after mind blowing, exhausting sex to the point where your whole body has turned into gelatin mush and you just can't move and the only other satisfaction is snuggling beneath your masters arms.
My vibrators are worn out, my fingers are tired and it is mentally exhausting. People that are submissive in the bedroom and not outside of it understand....that is my outlet....the place where I am free from responsibilities other then the sole purpose of pleasing that whom which I give the title Master or Sir. My brain is fried and I am BEYOND sexually frustrated. This is me screaming out for help....and no one hears....my plea falls on deaf ears, or uncapable ones at least.
"Matt" is an aspiring fireman, taking fire science classes in college, also a star football player at said college....Now since my experience with "Mike," I figured just because there older doesn't necessarily mean they have a clue what they're doing....So "Matt" is a 19 year old, big buff studly football player. One look at this guy makes me wet....so I'm thinking INSTANT ORGASM right??? WRONNNNNG yet again...
The big stud turns into a big dud....we meet up and he wants a "Sweet" girl, one that will commit, be there forever blahhh blahhh blahhhh....I'm looking for a man to take charge of me....not for someone I can walk all over. But being the nice Kitty Kat I am what do I do? Give him a chance. We've known each other a week and I go away for four days and he's texting me...I misssss you baby blah blah blah....Woulda been so much hotter If it would have been..."How's my little slut doing? She knows she's going to get punished for leaving me without satisfation right? She knows I'm going to redden that ass of hers for it doesn't she?". Part of me kept holding out for it but NOTHING!!!
So I get back and he asks me to come over to his apartment. I go over, we watch Crank 2 (Oh yay) and he starts kissing me..NOT ONCE TAKING CONTROL....Finally he get's on top of me and for a man that is quite welllllllll endowed has no idea how to use it. I finally flip him over because I am completely unsatisfied and ride him until he explodes (which didn't take long) ... I pick up my clothes get dressed and once again leave. He asked me if i wanted to stay and cuddle....WTF??? Don't get me wrong I am a major cuddle whore....but only after mind blowing, exhausting sex to the point where your whole body has turned into gelatin mush and you just can't move and the only other satisfaction is snuggling beneath your masters arms.
My vibrators are worn out, my fingers are tired and it is mentally exhausting. People that are submissive in the bedroom and not outside of it understand....that is my outlet....the place where I am free from responsibilities other then the sole purpose of pleasing that whom which I give the title Master or Sir. My brain is fried and I am BEYOND sexually frustrated. This is me screaming out for help....and no one hears....my plea falls on deaf ears, or uncapable ones at least.
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