Good to be back....

Wow...I can't believe I haven't posted in over a year...Time flies when your life is full of craziness I guess....The good news is I am back on track and have figured out the only one that can kick my ass into getting my life into gear is Moi!! I have been going to the gym and working out twice a day with a trainer...I'm back in school and on my way towards my degree...My online business has been doing really well...and after the first of the year I may be moving and buying a house. But I know your big question is....Have I found “him”? No I have not, but not for lack of trying I assure you.

After “Josh” came “Nate”. Now “Nate” is 7 years older then me, about 6'4, not bulky but solid muscle, and is a pure homegrown white boy. I've known him since I was younger....he's a family friend and he's always made me drool and my panties damp. We've fooled around some drunken nights but nothing serious...until he found me on Facebook. I have my modeling pictures up, and the ones posted show promise of much much better pictures elsewhere. He saw I wasn't a little girl anymore, said we should hook up sometime, and we did. His cock was huge although I didn't expect anything else. We fucked on his girlfriends brand new very expensive Italian leather couches...haha I'm such a dirty little slut but she's an uptight bitch anyway. He did all the right things...took charge...fucked me senseless...ate my pussy till I came all over that Italian leather...but “it” just wasn't there. After it was over, I got dressed, thanked him and left. I think I've been the first female to surprise him like that. He later told me he thought I was gonna do the whole awkward after sex thing, or declare me love for him. He said it was amazing sex but it just wasn't there and we both knew it. Besides he had a girlfriend/fiance/whatever and no way would I end that. I may hate her but I don't want him forever. I just needed an itch scratched, and he did that, for a moment at least.

Then the afterglow faded, and I was left wanting. Wanting something more fulfilling, and hoping I may eventually find it. Sooner, rather then later, would be appreciated. But I have learned that patience is indeed a virtue.

I'm back and here to stay...I will be updating regularly as I have missed quite a lot :)